"They say a man never really knows himself...until his freedom's been taken away. I wonder...how well do you know yourself?" by Arcturus Mengsk, Starcraft 2.
The true nature human are said to surface at times of desperation. Where everyone will do whatever it takes to save their own skin, albeit how honorable he/she has been before.
Ok enough for the dark side of human nature. On a lighter note, most people in this world are not self conscious. As in they don't know who they are, whom they want to be, what they want to be, why they want to do this and that. In short, they are just a souless shell without aim and priority.
Perhaps the 1st step to know yourself is....personality quiz !
http://www.mypersonality.info/
this 70 questions quiz will show to you who you really are, quite true XD
Sunday, August 15, 2010
Friday, July 16, 2010
Hearing Voices.
As they say, the mind is a terrible thing to waste.
However, recently in deep thought, I realised that all I wanted is someone to understand what am I talking about. Apparently most people would have their head exploded if they were to try to understand me and I can't help it if nobody really comprehand who am I saying and I do jokes that makes me that look like a total jackass.
and Without a doubt,
- I act like a heartless bastard.
- I need a fortress of solitude away from the masses.
- I m weird to alooot of people.
However, recently in deep thought, I realised that all I wanted is someone to understand what am I talking about. Apparently most people would have their head exploded if they were to try to understand me and I can't help it if nobody really comprehand who am I saying and I do jokes that makes me that look like a total jackass.
and Without a doubt,
- I act like a heartless bastard.
- I need a fortress of solitude away from the masses.
- I m weird to alooot of people.
Wednesday, April 21, 2010
New Desktop
Running with i5 750 core, 260 GTX Nvidia GPU, 4 GB RAM and filled with hell alot of slick hardware + 1 22 inch widescreen LCD.
Yes folks, it's here. Say hello to Diana, my new "wife". XD
I officially renamed study week as play till you dropped week.
Finished 3 games in 3 days. Sometimes I do amazed myself.
Hell, Dragon Age is hard to play without tatical means and good strategies. And every choice you made in the game makes a difference. Of course I had been playing the kill everyone in sight, kill 1st and don't even ask any questions later type, and of course, the child killer Main character. Just love it when I hear Connor screams while I pryed he's heart out. The dude is a demon possesed boy, he should be grateful for me killing him. And he's mum, of course I killed her too, she wanted to protect the kid so much that she annoys me. And I got away with it when I said : " The bitch was protecting an abomination ! She was lucky I killed her before someone burned her to death on a stake or something. A sword through the heart requires energy and time too you know."
Assassin Creed 2...meh ? Too easy, I can go through a city by killing everyone I see.
Just Cause 2, my favourite, yet it's quite easy. Blowing stuffs up is becoming one of my favourite part time.
Symptoms of non stop 48 hours gaming action includes :
Stiff and strained neck.
Delusional.
Disoriented.
Amplified focusing power.
Brain processing speed increased. ( everything looks so slow. ) Too much fast paced gaming I guess.
Probability finals ? It's a joke really. Little old me only commit 1 % of my time on it.
(1 % is rounded up.)
Yes folks, it's here. Say hello to Diana, my new "wife". XD
I officially renamed study week as play till you dropped week.
Finished 3 games in 3 days. Sometimes I do amazed myself.
Hell, Dragon Age is hard to play without tatical means and good strategies. And every choice you made in the game makes a difference. Of course I had been playing the kill everyone in sight, kill 1st and don't even ask any questions later type, and of course, the child killer Main character. Just love it when I hear Connor screams while I pryed he's heart out. The dude is a demon possesed boy, he should be grateful for me killing him. And he's mum, of course I killed her too, she wanted to protect the kid so much that she annoys me. And I got away with it when I said : " The bitch was protecting an abomination ! She was lucky I killed her before someone burned her to death on a stake or something. A sword through the heart requires energy and time too you know."
Assassin Creed 2...meh ? Too easy, I can go through a city by killing everyone I see.
Just Cause 2, my favourite, yet it's quite easy. Blowing stuffs up is becoming one of my favourite part time.
Symptoms of non stop 48 hours gaming action includes :
Stiff and strained neck.
Delusional.
Disoriented.
Amplified focusing power.
Brain processing speed increased. ( everything looks so slow. ) Too much fast paced gaming I guess.
Probability finals ? It's a joke really. Little old me only commit 1 % of my time on it.
(1 % is rounded up.)
Saturday, April 3, 2010
Looks like I m still alive and awake !
After 13 weeks of tests and craps, looks like I survived the ordeal and going into the study week and finals. As the end of semester approach...I do wonder what I learned this time. This semester I learned about Courage, controlling my emotions and state of mind.
Courage, this what the typical humans lacks. Always playing safe, taking minimum risks. Well guess what, we ain't gonna get anywhere with such attitude.
"The ships are safe in the harbour. Wait, is it that what supposed to do ?" If humans were not to take risks and be a coward, they will only a useless ship docked in the harbour.
This is my life , my destiny , I do what I see fit,and I take any responsibility for my actions.
Every man has a moment to remember in he's life. Especially the one moment he realised he's true purpose in life. I did not chose this path, I create it.
Courage, this what the typical humans lacks. Always playing safe, taking minimum risks. Well guess what, we ain't gonna get anywhere with such attitude.
"The ships are safe in the harbour. Wait, is it that what supposed to do ?" If humans were not to take risks and be a coward, they will only a useless ship docked in the harbour.
This is my life , my destiny , I do what I see fit,and I take any responsibility for my actions.
Every man has a moment to remember in he's life. Especially the one moment he realised he's true purpose in life. I did not chose this path, I create it.
Wednesday, February 3, 2010
Busy
Being 1 month since I visited here...being busy with university life, an everyday 8-5pm routine isn't much of a fun ride.
Hope the CNY holidays will provide the much needed rest(sleep).
P/S: Valentines day fall on 14th Feb =O
Hope the CNY holidays will provide the much needed rest(sleep).
P/S: Valentines day fall on 14th Feb =O
Wednesday, December 23, 2009
Thursday, December 10, 2009
Moment of Weakness
A record of my past: My moment of weakness.
It is said that humans tend to avoid looking at what they didn't want to see. This is because of natural behavior of humans as they prefer to be happy and deny any negative facts therefore leading themselves in self denial.
But sometimes we have to accept the truth instead of avoiding it, at least I braved myself to do so. These maybe are the few epic events in my life that I saw through my own eyes. Accepting the truth is indeed painful thus leading a person to he's weakness.
During my moement of weakness, I was in deep emotional thought. As I looked towards the nearby mirror, I saw tears rolling down from my left eye. Where else nothing was wrong with my right eye. In my left eye, I saw sadness, anger and fear. Other on the hand, my right eye showed nothing but a cold and deep stare.
From that day onwards, I "sealed" my left eye and sweared that I will never be weak again. That pretty much changed me and decisions are made.
Quote of the Day : “You'll never understand the reason, until you look deep enough into the cut to see the emotional pain that put it there.”
Removal of the emotional pains, This is how it all begins.
It is said that humans tend to avoid looking at what they didn't want to see. This is because of natural behavior of humans as they prefer to be happy and deny any negative facts therefore leading themselves in self denial.
But sometimes we have to accept the truth instead of avoiding it, at least I braved myself to do so. These maybe are the few epic events in my life that I saw through my own eyes. Accepting the truth is indeed painful thus leading a person to he's weakness.
During my moement of weakness, I was in deep emotional thought. As I looked towards the nearby mirror, I saw tears rolling down from my left eye. Where else nothing was wrong with my right eye. In my left eye, I saw sadness, anger and fear. Other on the hand, my right eye showed nothing but a cold and deep stare.
From that day onwards, I "sealed" my left eye and sweared that I will never be weak again. That pretty much changed me and decisions are made.
Quote of the Day : “You'll never understand the reason, until you look deep enough into the cut to see the emotional pain that put it there.”
Removal of the emotional pains, This is how it all begins.
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