Wednesday, December 23, 2009
Thursday, December 10, 2009
Moment of Weakness
A record of my past: My moment of weakness.
It is said that humans tend to avoid looking at what they didn't want to see. This is because of natural behavior of humans as they prefer to be happy and deny any negative facts therefore leading themselves in self denial.
But sometimes we have to accept the truth instead of avoiding it, at least I braved myself to do so. These maybe are the few epic events in my life that I saw through my own eyes. Accepting the truth is indeed painful thus leading a person to he's weakness.
During my moement of weakness, I was in deep emotional thought. As I looked towards the nearby mirror, I saw tears rolling down from my left eye. Where else nothing was wrong with my right eye. In my left eye, I saw sadness, anger and fear. Other on the hand, my right eye showed nothing but a cold and deep stare.
From that day onwards, I "sealed" my left eye and sweared that I will never be weak again. That pretty much changed me and decisions are made.
Quote of the Day : “You'll never understand the reason, until you look deep enough into the cut to see the emotional pain that put it there.”
Removal of the emotional pains, This is how it all begins.
It is said that humans tend to avoid looking at what they didn't want to see. This is because of natural behavior of humans as they prefer to be happy and deny any negative facts therefore leading themselves in self denial.
But sometimes we have to accept the truth instead of avoiding it, at least I braved myself to do so. These maybe are the few epic events in my life that I saw through my own eyes. Accepting the truth is indeed painful thus leading a person to he's weakness.
During my moement of weakness, I was in deep emotional thought. As I looked towards the nearby mirror, I saw tears rolling down from my left eye. Where else nothing was wrong with my right eye. In my left eye, I saw sadness, anger and fear. Other on the hand, my right eye showed nothing but a cold and deep stare.
From that day onwards, I "sealed" my left eye and sweared that I will never be weak again. That pretty much changed me and decisions are made.
Quote of the Day : “You'll never understand the reason, until you look deep enough into the cut to see the emotional pain that put it there.”
Removal of the emotional pains, This is how it all begins.
Saturday, November 28, 2009
Past,Present,Future.
A man that have always lived in he's past will never be sucessful. How great you were is worthless against how great you are. How great you are will never achieve the same heights as how great you will be. We all live for the future. Leave the past, survive the present, and live the great future that you created.
Quote of the day :"Memories should be forgetten, Lessons should be learned. Past achievements are useless, Past experiences are golden. We all define our paths of life by taking a step infront and not behind."
Quote of the day :"Memories should be forgetten, Lessons should be learned. Past achievements are useless, Past experiences are golden. We all define our paths of life by taking a step infront and not behind."
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
Overrated
There're 2 things that I think is overrated in this world. 1st of all, Birthdays, especially 21st years old's, what a waste of time by doing a big celebration with it. It's not like you achieved something, it's something Time achieved on you. Useless and stupid belief I dare say. So now your 21, so what ? Is there any big deal ? You should know that this means your time in this world is getting lesser and lesser, yet you still celebrating it ?
2nd, Graduation party, Convo. Another piece of useless shitty celebration that spans around a week. You gotten a paper, yeah, good for you, so, are you going to rub your shoes with it? I don't see the big deal with getting something that you can get by studying for 3-4 years by passing exams. Time and resource wasting, you graduated, so what? You ain't that grand you know, so to speak, there're like 201390923324 gazillion people graduating from different university worldwide every year with a value depreciating degree.(0 value for Malaysian degree)It's not you achieved something great.
So, get a life and do something useful instead of celebrating things that aren't actually worth the trouble,time and money.
Quote of the day: "Humans are pathetic, always doing things for the wrong cause. I guess stupidity runs in their gens."
2nd, Graduation party, Convo. Another piece of useless shitty celebration that spans around a week. You gotten a paper, yeah, good for you, so, are you going to rub your shoes with it? I don't see the big deal with getting something that you can get by studying for 3-4 years by passing exams. Time and resource wasting, you graduated, so what? You ain't that grand you know, so to speak, there're like 201390923324 gazillion people graduating from different university worldwide every year with a value depreciating degree.(0 value for Malaysian degree)It's not you achieved something great.
So, get a life and do something useful instead of celebrating things that aren't actually worth the trouble,time and money.
Quote of the day: "Humans are pathetic, always doing things for the wrong cause. I guess stupidity runs in their gens."
Saturday, November 21, 2009
The Purpose of My Life
Lately, I realised that the human memory can store only so much memory that we can't remember everything we being through in our lives. So to solve this, I decided to write brief details of my life in journals, journals containing things that I had conceived through my thoughts, my experience, and what I had learn in the coming years.
I have then seperated them into 3 books,all with chinese words as their title.
The 1st book is named 独 short form for 独立 means independence. A complilation of my views and thoughts about skills required for one to able to work sucessfully and independently on their own in the world, such as Leadership, planning and organization, critical thinking, and concepts/ideologies.
The 2nd book is named 家 ,means family. A complilation of my thoughts about family values and the virtues of men. It's on my opinion on emotions and morality of human beings. Such as love to depression, making the right choice and taking up responsibility as a man. My guideline to be a human being. Moral and family values should always be preserved.
The 3rd book is named 明 , means enlightment. A complilation of knowledge that I learned throughout my university life. Ranging from research knowledge, engineering methodology, correct way of studying, and various useful theories and principles for starters. Included business theories and time of opportunities research by me.
when you put these 3 words together, since 独 has the same sound as 杜，you will get 杜家明, which is my name.
The purpose of my life is to show my descendants how I lived through these books. My hopes are they can learn from the mistakes that I made and live a better life through my experience and thoughts. I shall will be always be there to guide and love my sons and daugthers with my heart and soul.
Quote of the day:"The good life is inspired by love and guided by knowledge."
I have then seperated them into 3 books,all with chinese words as their title.
The 1st book is named 独 short form for 独立 means independence. A complilation of my views and thoughts about skills required for one to able to work sucessfully and independently on their own in the world, such as Leadership, planning and organization, critical thinking, and concepts/ideologies.
The 2nd book is named 家 ,means family. A complilation of my thoughts about family values and the virtues of men. It's on my opinion on emotions and morality of human beings. Such as love to depression, making the right choice and taking up responsibility as a man. My guideline to be a human being. Moral and family values should always be preserved.
The 3rd book is named 明 , means enlightment. A complilation of knowledge that I learned throughout my university life. Ranging from research knowledge, engineering methodology, correct way of studying, and various useful theories and principles for starters. Included business theories and time of opportunities research by me.
when you put these 3 words together, since 独 has the same sound as 杜，you will get 杜家明, which is my name.
The purpose of my life is to show my descendants how I lived through these books. My hopes are they can learn from the mistakes that I made and live a better life through my experience and thoughts. I shall will be always be there to guide and love my sons and daugthers with my heart and soul.
Quote of the day:"The good life is inspired by love and guided by knowledge."
Friday, November 20, 2009
Is the grass always greener on the other side ?
When I m walking around in the hypermarket. I saw every single and lonely soul would probably envying another couple holding hands across the street. So the question is, are they worth envying? The truth is, there are couples that actually envied single person. Freedom of singles is something they envied.
A couple would have someone to care for them or vise versa. They will have hormon rushing to their brains, therefore making them feel happy and etc. To extreme extend, they can fulfill thier sexual desires. And those are the reason singles dudes envy couples.
But singles have their freedom...yes...freedom, you may think it's worthless when compared to a couple, but however I m lazy to elaborate , but maybe you will that "feeling" someday and come to realised what I had achieved.
Quote by a sex guru :"Guys love because of sex, Girls have sex because of love" Guys that denied this is not a guy at all, hypocrites !
A couple would have someone to care for them or vise versa. They will have hormon rushing to their brains, therefore making them feel happy and etc. To extreme extend, they can fulfill thier sexual desires. And those are the reason singles dudes envy couples.
But singles have their freedom...yes...freedom, you may think it's worthless when compared to a couple, but however I m lazy to elaborate , but maybe you will that "feeling" someday and come to realised what I had achieved.
Quote by a sex guru :"Guys love because of sex, Girls have sex because of love" Guys that denied this is not a guy at all, hypocrites !
Exam Finished but that's just the beginning of everything.
Exam just ended yesterday, but there's no reason to stop and rest now. Got to keep up the momentum, as someone that sacrificed everything, I have no fear, I have nothing to lose, there's no stopping now. So, this is how it's going to begin.
Can wake up one day at look at your hands, wondering what great things can you do with them? None ! Because I m too weak, I planned to change this right here, right now. Knowledge is Power, Experience is Wisdom, Character is Absolute. These are the things I shall gain through my both hands!
Quote of the Day: "Some say knowledge is power, Some say Character is power. But I will say that I m the power if I had them both"
Can wake up one day at look at your hands, wondering what great things can you do with them? None ! Because I m too weak, I planned to change this right here, right now. Knowledge is Power, Experience is Wisdom, Character is Absolute. These are the things I shall gain through my both hands!
Quote of the Day: "Some say knowledge is power, Some say Character is power. But I will say that I m the power if I had them both"
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